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Pearls of Wisdom

This year’s design for the Hardrock 100’s 30th anniversary began as something entirely different. It featured the tallest peak and the darkest night sky—intended to explore the concept of individual shadow work. The piece was 95% complete when I felt an overwhelming need to scrap it altogether. For such a monumental anniversary, the original message no longer felt aligned.

During significant milestones, we often reflect on the community that helps us endure. With time comes wisdom—a gift to be shared with the next generation.

As I wrestled with the message I wanted to convey, one word kept resurfacing in my life: community.
“A tree does not grow alone. It is a community.”
– Oren Lyons, Faithkeeper of the Turtle Clan of the Onondaga Nation

There is no better illustration of this truth than the aspens near the Chapman Aid Station. In the 1970s, scientists began to understand the deep interdependence of trees. By 2008, it was confirmed that the largest living organism on Earth is, in fact, a grove of interconnected aspens.

I quoted Oren Lyons above—I could listen to him for days. In his animistic worldview, he speaks often about the origins of the U.S. and the destruction of forests/clear cutting. His quote, though often tied to reforestation efforts, touches on something deeper: specific plants and medicines grow around certain trees, supporting the wildlife that in turn taught humans how to feed and heal themselves. Don’t we, too, need the same water and sunlight to survive?

Like the course map, it’s all a cycle. When runners stand tall—as if alone—like aspens in a grove, we also see the crowd on the sidelines. We see the cycle of wisdom come alive. The teachers are there—Dale, Blake, Kirk, Betsy, Darcy, and so many more. We see the wide eyes of the next generation.

It’s my favorite moment. Let’s continue to be medicine for one another. None of us stands alone.

Porfidia of @modernancientdesign in partnership with true allies @Altrarunning and @Tailwindnutrition bring forth the 30th anniversary limited edition hat .

Click here to see Porfidia’s old growth (ancestral) wood creations.

ReNew Earth Running

Renew Earth Running

I’ve been a runner since I was 18. My path to running was inevitable—it's a tradition. Not only is it a tradition for Native people, but I also grew up in Leadville, Colorado, home of the Leadville Trail 100 Run. Looking back, it’s hilarious to me that I never thought twice about people running 100 miles. I love my younger self’s naivety!

The Leadville 100 continued to play a role in my life into adulthood. It was my senior year of high school when the Tarahumara ran and I’ve never seen my dad so excited. I’ve served as my husband’s crew captain, and I’ve watched my brother complete the race as well. He’s training to run it again this year!

The running community has been a mixed experience for me. On one hand, running connects me to creativity, clarity, and the best version of myself. It keeps me grounded in nature and deepens my commitment to care for it. On the other hand, I’ve felt how running can be a privileged and exclusive space. At events in Colorado, I rarely saw people who looked like me. Worse than that were the looks I received—the silent question in their eyes: “Why are you here?” (The toughest part is those looks came from women). Beyond that I’ve experience blatant racist behavior from race officials.

As a mental health professional, I understand human behavior. I know those looks weren’t always conscious or intentional. The human mind tries to make sense of its surroundings. Still, while I’ve received incredible kindness in the running world, I’ve also struggled with its contradictions: people choosing physical adversity while others live it daily without choice.

There’s a lot I could unpack here, but I won’t dive too deeply into that can of worms. Please don’t think I don’t recognize the healing power of running and its community because I do. I have also been shown incredible kindness generosity and allyship. But I have to tell the truth first.

When I received those looks at events, I was filled with rage. I wanted to scream, “You think I don’t belong here?!” My mind would flash to a photo of a Puebloan runner from 1914.

I do belong.
I’m fortunate to have benefited from the strength and resilience of my parents and grandparents—enough to find my way back to the privilege of running.

Five years ago, I applied to be part of the ReNew Earth Running Team. Since then, I’ve crossed paths with so many people I deeply admire, respect, and support. Because of their lived experiences, they run with tremendous purpose.

When Shaun Martin, race director of the Canyon de Chelly Ultra, raises money for Native youth, it’s because he lives the same reality they do—food deserts, lack of clean water, and limited access to resources. And yet, I’ve seen these grassroots organizations give more generously than races five times their size. For them, this work is not an afterthought. It breaks my heart to see how little these groups receive in return.


The communities giving the most often receive the least. That has to change. Help amplify Native-led running organizations and ensure they have the resources they need to keep doing the work others only talk about. Give now. I give my creative time every chance I get. Here is the latest design available for purchase through ReNew Earth Running.

If you feel inclined, help me reach my goal of $500. Even $5.00 helps!

Porfidia’s ReNew Earth Running Fundraiser.
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